I sometimes catch myself still not believing that I have two children–how in the world did that happen? And they are grow so quickly!
When I first became a parent grateful is not a word that came into my thoughts very often. Thoughts about how difficult raising a child was and all the things I had to learn did. I knew that I should be overjoyed, celebrating and being thankful, but I wasn’t. I felt selfish and wondered if there was something deficit in me.
As I started to get the hang of parenting and my parenting abilities, I noticed that the word grateful did start to come into my thoughts and became something I actually felt. We recently celebrated our boys birthdays and I told my husband after the party “Raising the kids has been so hard, but so awesome.” Parenting is hard, but it has also been so rewarding raising them–watching them grown and learn, and becoming their own person. I feel like my husband and I have only scratched the surface in all the things we want to teach them. I’m thankful for what we’ve been able to accomplish so far and am looking forward to what comes next.
I am so very grateful. For the opportunity to have and raise children, for my family and friends who supported and encouraged us along the way, and for my children–for them allowing me to be on this journey with them.
As we enter the holiday season and begin to reflect, when asked “What are you most grateful for as a parent?” what would you say?